獻給妳的Mark Kozelek.

Your body may be gone, I'm gonna carry you in.
In my head, in my heart, in my soul.
And maybe we'll get lucky and we'll both live again.
Well I don't know. I don't know. I don't think so.

Well that is that and this is this.
You tell me what you want and I'll tell you what you get.
You get away from me.
Collected my belongings and I left the jail.
Well thanks for the time, I have to think a spell.
I had to think awhile.

And the ocean breathes salty, won't you carry it in?
In your head, in your mouth, in your soul.
And maybe we'll get lucky and we'll both grow old.
Well I don't know. I don't know. I hope so.

Well that is that and this is this.
Will you tell me what you saw and I'll tell you what you missed, when the ocean met the sky.
You missed when time and life shook hands and said goodbye.
When the earth folded on itself.
And said "Good luck, I hope heaven and hell are really there, I wouldn't hold my breath."

You wasted life, why wouldn't you waste death?
You wasted life, why wouldn't you waste death?
You wasted life, why wouldn't you waste death?
You wasted life, why wouldn't you waste death?

The ocean breathes salty, won't you carry it in?
In your head, in your mouth, in your soul.
The more we move ahead the more we're stuck in rewind.
Well I don't mind. I don't mind. How could I mind?

Well that is that and this is this.
You tell me what you want and I'll tell you what you get.
You get away from me. You get away from me.

Well that is that and this is this.
Will you tell me what you saw and I'll tell you what you missed, when the ocean met the sky.
You missed when time and life shook hands and said goodbye.
When the earth folded on itself.
And said "Good luck, I hope heaven and hell are really there, I wouldn't hold my breath."

You wasted life, why wouldn't you waste death?
You wasted life, why wouldn't you waste death?
You wasted life, why wouldn't you waste death?
You wasted life, why wouldn't you waste death?

生日快樂，我親愛的好友

這是值得慶幸的，我們終究沒有消逝在黑影之中 : )

「意志力跑步。」

流失缺乏變化，快遺忘了ｐｕ跑道
的確，一年前我下定決心用力的跑
劃地範圍，甚至比我最初預想得要小。

或者說，我規定肉體
永不止息；然後我開始工作
我從跑步研究永恆。
我的結論是體力最好的反駁。

而你，比最好的運動
還要徹底。也許曾經激烈過
搖晃的方式，躲在我流竄的物質中
你不在我裡面。你不是對手。

前面的那位跑者，會不會換化成蝶?
有的人在前，我不在後頭
我們交錯，朝向羽化運轉的齒輪間
我在等待，包含了對於路途的依戀
似蝶非蝶，以及摧毀較勁的依戀程度。

總有些時候，可以一較高下
懷抱著「意志力跑步。」的驚恐
承受了激進的革命，疾滅後長出美麗的翅膀。

Moving forward. /Selfkill 有感

回家的路上我走仁愛路
空氣有點涼，逐漸悒塞的意識如同每個路口都碰到紅燈
我是一點也不願意想到這樣的結束
距離萬華還有好遠好遠的路程
灰色的濃霧在每日每日的靜候
我突然感到有點暈眩，納悶今日的selfkill為何如此憂傷
只好嘆息落向無垠的夜空。

終於行至凱達格蘭，街上一台車也沒有
我的臉顫顫地嗅到酸楚，忽見部屬的交警燈堅定地閃亮。
警示燈下我全速狂奔。
假使愛情如同罰單一樣，也可以分期付款
那麼我要先預支一點點毀滅；在現實生活的彼端
重新作一次永不後悔的下墜。

真 善 美

現在的生活不是很美好嗎？

紅酒 起司 林耀德
幾隻白蝶 還在我頭頂盤旋

透過一陣繚繞的白菸
整個世界展怖在你的眼前。

讀林耀德有感

世界末日到來的時候，房子不停搖動，
從我的左眼到右眼、腳底板到手指頭。

有人顛著腳從我身後快速走過。

撥了一通電話，電話裡出現了兩次佛和還有多久死亡。

關鍵的半秒鐘，噗的一聲你終於笑了出來，
我才發現春天的季風已不再吹，等待變得異常難受。

我們相擁的肉體是黑闇中唯一墮落的樂章。

日本

吊床樂團；GIAA

也說不上這是喜或悲
今夜轉眼間就在網路廝混至兩點
可終於碰上了這許久未見的一次來臨
一個回歸一個曾允諾的感動
近期總在應付不想過的生活
有時候真想讓自己沉浸在什麼裡面
或許是徒勞無益或者極其可悲
幸而遇見了"Hammock"的影像在某廢置處縮合
聽故事的深夜併入即將入睡時的所有快感
音響使我發楞了
沉靜屈從母體復歸的滿足
在音樂本身的魅力和力量下/投身澄空般的自由
亦激發了我流亡許久的想像

還有另一支old stuff也很酷